Hello, this is your benevolent dictator, Susie! I want to thank you all for being such good people to let me win this HoH and this is my decision.
I came into this game looking to be nice and have a good time and you know what I got? Badmouthed and thrown under the bus straight away. I had a big speech laying into Shahbaz for his behaviour but after getting into it with you last night, its not worth being a dick about it all. If you felt like I have been a bully, triggering you and making you relieve things that you went through in the past, I apologise for that. This is a game, I came here to have fun and after last night, I had to take today off because I was raw about it. As a victim of bullying and of being attacked for being myself, I take that stuff seriously and to think I caused someone personal pain in a game, that is just not what I came here to do. This was supposed to be a fun experience and a game and we both said things that were hurtful and while I apologise for my behaviour during that spat, you are still going up because of the reasons why we lead up to that fight. We went back and forth over that but I am still nominating you. Grace, I fully understand why you are upset about this and you are entitled to that. I did say you would be safe and I shouldn't have done that. I apologise and you are fully in the right to gun for me, throw me up on the block, whatever you want. Shahbaz is my target and had been my target in this round ever since he said I want Susie out in the group chat in the first half hour of the game. You are a pawn in this round, mostly because I thought Shahbaz would be a sure bet to go home against you and thats why I am throwing you up. Hate me if you want, I did you dirty but at the end of the day, we are all going to be on this block eventually and if this sends me home next round, so be it. This is my final decision.